journalLIKE A WHISPER, PASSING THROUGH ME. IN THE RAIN.. SOAKING MY BEING, MY SOUL. IN THE PAST WALKING FROM ME... SMELLS OF TEARS VERY FAMILIAR. ENGRAVED IN TIME...... MEMORIES WILL BE. HELD SO VERY NEATLY.journal
LOOKING THROUGH THESE WEARY EYES.. THROUGH POOLS OF SALT ... THERE ARE NO LIES.
BEAMING, SHINING, BREAKING TO ME..
IT IS MY FUTURE...
shadowIt is just right there outside of my grasp, outside of my sight. I know it is here.shadow
Can’t here it anymore. Want to reach out and just graze it slightly… A little, just a little glance out of the corner of my eye. A hint if a smell, maybe. A something you can almost hear, but not sure if you did. Just a chance. A reason to believe that is still does exist. Some sign, to keep on keeping on.
To keep wishing, Looking, And listening….
A feeling…
in my dreamsJune 1999in my dreams
GET OUT... GET OUT OF MY DREAMS! GET OUT OF MY MIND!! I WANT YOU THERE,
BUT THAT IS WHY YOU ARE THERE. YOU BELONG SOMEWHERE ELSE, SOME OTHER PLACE AND TIME.... NOT IN MY DREAMS..
MY JOURNAL 2I KNOW THAT YOU HEAR ME…. I ALSO HEAR YOU BACK. IN OUR DREAMS… I HAVE TRIED TO PUT MYSELF INTO YOUR LIFE, IT NEVER WORKED OUT, QUITE THE WAY EITHER OF US PLANNED. ITS FUNNY; BUT IT REALLY IS NOT. I HAVE WASTED ALL OF MY HEART AND MOST OF MY TIME ON TRYING TO LOVE YOU AND BE WITHMY JOURNAL 2
YOU BUT NEVER HAVE I STOPPED AND ASKED MYSELF….TO REALIZE… THAT YOU MIGHT NOT WANT TO BE WITH ME.
WOW, IT TOOK 9 YEARS AFTER THE FACT FOR ME TO TAKE THE HINT OR AT LEAST GET WISE TO THE FACT, THE FACT THAT TO YOU, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT YOUR DISPOSAL… WAITING LIKE SOME VULTUR
Sick ParadeWe laid out underneath the stars, As if the shade of them would conceal our scars. A masquerade that conveyed the only mistake we ever made, Was that we loved one another, To much to know that we were a sick parade. Afraid, betrayed, decayed, Our homemade parade had become mislaid. Cliché of the past, somehow taking mast. A parade that would last until we were unafraid, And our serenade for ever ceases to play.Sick Parade
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